hilang

now 6.20am and i'm blogging on this time.....im working later and i still can blogging :D i tak dapat tido la weh... tido kul 1..terbangun kul 4..tido balik..terbangun kul 5...then, terus xdapat tido... something going on with my sleeping system. huhuhu. kenapa hidup ni tak sempurna? kenapa susah sangat kita nak dapat apa yang menjadi hak kita? kenapa kejam sangat? berat sangat ke permintaan aku ni...kejam ke? :( .... sekarang ini follow with the flow.. apa nak jadi, jadi la... aku kan fleksibel :') ... aku boleh digembirakan dan aku boleh disedihkan dan disakiti.... kenape karma yang terjadi pada aku sangat menyakitkan? kalau ku tau jadi begini, sumpah aku takkan pernah buat. :(

aku kene teruskan hidupppp jugakk!!! tapi hariku dimulakan dengan senyuman yang sungguh perit kerana sesungguhnya hari ini hidup dimulakan dengan terasa kehilangan. merasa la jac rasa kehilangan. :') tidak apa....

xlama lagi habislah latihan klinikal... :)) semua telah tersedia...tunggu nak update...nak present..pastu chow....lari dari masalah dan bertemu dengan masalah....keluar mulut harimau masuk mulut buaya... sengaja cari nahas sakitkan diri sendiri. boleh tak apply keja tempat lain selain dari tempat berkenaan.? kenapa? jawapan SAKIT. boleh?

em..ok..time nak turun keje :) take care people :)) and goodmorning.

daily 1

Much better for me today. :')

I really can breathe well today. Today my mum cooked using the steamboat properties. harhar. as if she didnt cook using that stuff, we had to having our dinner again at outside. or TAPAU or bla bla. Lejuk . harhar. u see what happen to our kitchen... having our meal outside doesnt mean that MALAS but had the only BEST reason in the world. wkaak.

harhar. what happen to our kitchen? >,<

lesung batu. >,<

but today is my rezeki. :P ... after my parasitology class had been dismissed ( my lect have to come back early because of her flight will be on 8pm tonight) , my friend Misot ( Kamisah ) asked me for an early dinner. huhu.. so, i said yes and we had our meal at AZIE CORNER. sapa diam bdc tauk lah. harhar. Misot were having her fried rice with chicken, roti canai and soya bean. Me having my canai sardin with bandung. :) just a canai because of acompany her for having her meal. She stays at the hostel and she didn't manage to make her own dishes. huhuhu. so makan kedai la jawab nyer.

harhar..malu ler

Today i feel a little bit free. There's no assignment nor tutorial waiting / pending in time. So, I can rest for a few days. who knows tomorrow will be a nightmare for me. harhar.

story life of the queen

First Day of Chinese New Year. As usual, chinese new year will be the busy - est day in the early of the year. Chinese New Year is the year of the ox. There were 3 family members birth on this year of the ox which is Leonard ( Wan ) - 12 years old, his mom - 36 years old and my aunty ( my daddy sister) - 48 years old. I feel wanna sick right now - seriously. Tomorrow I won't enter my class. Ponteng for one day. Which is I'm so tired and exhausted. As you'll can see my latest post ( picture), I took a few picture for my readers to feel the happiness in Jee's family. :D You know who you are.

First day, I can't breath well. Well !!! The earlier I woke up.. thats mean the pengabang also make it earlier. Like usual, just sempat get an ang pow from grandma. wah!! This year naik saham XD. Thanks nenek. It's our proposal actually. Mimpi jadi realiti. Hahahahahaha. But have to save. No membazir please. My friends also have came la. Yang I tak sangka is Alvin with Shirley!!. Haiyoo.. miss shirley.. Lama tak jumpa. Since year 6.. Past 9 years ago.Hahahah.. So many story that came out from their mouth about our ex classmate since year 1-6. Christy had been married with 2 child also Jonathan with a baby boy. Hahahaha.. Congratulation to them.

When will be my turn? hahahah.. lucu.. lamak lagik oi... but this year make me jerk about someone that we can call TWIJA!!!!!! Make me wanna vomit. so gedikk!!!!!. You know who you are... expecially my readers know who is she... wakakakakak... forget about her. She's a jerk. Muda-muda lagi dah nak menjahanamkan diri sendiri. :P

Second day of Chinese New Year

Also the same. So many people. Haiyaa... Nak tido pun tara dapat. Luckily I have NDUN ( deffiny nara) which is she's my cute little cuzzy. She's 4 years old. Talkative, happy go lucky, hyperactive. Hahaha.. She's our princess - the only one smallest person in our family members. She woke me up at 10.30am just now. Hahahaha.. cepat-cepat I mandi and get along with her. heheheh..

What I can say is people here and there. So many too crowded. But I don't care. This is CNY eve, should be like that. No people no happening right? I'm sick. uwaaa :(( I really-really not feel comfirtable. I want to sleep now and I have to stop blogging right now!! Not forget, I was back from Akik Charlie, Uncle Pitoi father birthday party. His 58th birthday party. But no uncle Pitoi around there. Sayang nyaaaa my uncle is not there. Hahahaha. Simple party but happening. :)Pitoi!! I set a picture just for you . :D

Ok guys!
Goodnights all.
see ya later.
da~~~

2nd of Christmas

Wohoooooo..... Some fun through my day this one whole day. :D I woke up at 10.00 am this morning. Actually I ask Amit to accompany me to my journey this morning. And I ask Ola to accompany me today but unlucky she's started her KERJA today. :(( Finally I ask Cindy @ Cindut to keep accompany me. I drove to Cindut house first at 10.30am. Fetching her. Then I drove to Lily house. Waiting for her and her boyfriend for fetching both of us riding in with her car. I left my car at Lily's rent house. Safe la dari aku meninggalkan kereta di kolej.. ewuuu..!!

Then, we waiting for cedrine, azizul, clarence, Jackson and tiong around a half and hour. Kira konvoi ah. We started our journey to Jesseca house at Taman Malihah. Datang saja..terus makan!!. ahurhreuhauheaua.. then....pesta tuak, langkau perghh macam2.. Gila betul. Alvin seorang la yg kuat giler minum. Clarence allergic causes his face and his whole body getting warm and red. Kecian dia. Then, we continued our journey to Cedrine house. Not too far from Jess' house. Makan - makan again!! My KG will naik this month :(. Kena jugak pesta langkau, tuak. Gila siut. I'll show you some picture. :D

Cedrine younger brother, :P cute boy. really.

makan-makan :D
US. Pecah rumah org right? heuheuheu
lily and beatrice, cedrine sister.
me and beatrice no 2. haha.. she's my aunty.
After that, me and beatrice went back to my bidayuh village. Kite karaoke oi.HUehuheue.. Long time ago no karaoke. Best. really fun karaoke with my uncle. hueheuheu.. went back home at 5.30pm. Letihh siut... Send my aunty to her house. About 2 minutes from my house. heuheuehuehue.. Back home and my nose getting more worst with my flu. I'm fluuu!!!. I hate it. :(

I'm not feeling well

I'm sick. :((

I'm really-really sick..

Fever, asthma, headache............my face burning right now..4 pills I let it go into my throat.. aduhh.

I feel tired. Not feeling well. I can't touch my body.. it's really burning.. :(( turning red..

i'm ill.. uwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa :(( i need to breathe well.